Chapter 2 — Meeting the Word Again: For the Believer Who Has Drifted

CHAPTER 2: Meeting the Word Again: For the Believer Who Has Drifted

If Chapter One was for the person who has never really started, this chapter is for the person starting over — the believer who once had a vibrant, daily habit of Scripture and watched it erode, not through a single decision to walk away, but through a thousand small decisions to do something else first. A demanding season at work. A newborn who did not sleep through the night. A caregiving role that consumed every early morning that used to belong to quiet time. None of these are failures of devotion. They are simply what happens to a habit when life presses in and nothing protects it.

WORD STUDY — ἐπιστρέφω (epistrephō, Greek) To turn back, to return, to turn oneself around and come back to a former place or condition. Used throughout the New Testament for repentance and return, including Christ’s own words to Peter in Luke 22:32: ’when thou art converted, strengthen thy brethren.’ It carries no shame in its root — only movement, a turning back toward what was left. Reference: Luke 22:32; Revelation 3:19

“As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent. AMP: Those whom I dearly and tenderly love, I tell their faults and convict and convince them of sin, and I correct and discipline them [I disclose their sin and bring them to repentance]. So be enthusiastic and repent [change your inner self—your old way of thinking, your sinful behavior—seek God’s will].”Revelation 3:19 KJV

It is worth noticing that this is spoken to a church, not an unbeliever — to people already inside the family of God who had grown lukewarm. The call is not shame; it is an invitation to turn back, spoken by someone who loves them. If you have drifted from Scripture, that same invitation is standing open for you, without condemnation attached to it.

Grief Is Allowed

Before rushing back into a new routine, it is worth letting yourself grieve what was lost during the drift — not to wallow, but to be honest. Many believers skip straight past this and try to will themselves back into a habit through sheer discipline, without ever acknowledging that something real was missed during the gap. Naming that loss honestly, even briefly, tends to make the return more durable than pretending the gap never happened.

Author’s Dialog

There was a season in our own ministry life when the demands of building something new for others meant that our own private time in Scripture shrank to almost nothing. We were still teaching from the Word constantly — we simply were not sitting with it privately the way we once had. It took an honest conversation between us, admitting that we had let the urgent crowd out the essentials, before either of us actually returned to it. The return did not feel triumphant. It felt like coming back to a friend we had been too busy to call.

Starting From Where You Actually Are

A common mistake when returning to Scripture after a long gap is trying to resume at the intensity you once had, rather than where you are today. If your last consistent habit was an hour of daily study and prayer, and you now have fifteen minutes on your best days, starting there is not a failure — it is honesty, and honesty is what makes a habit sustainable rather than another short-lived attempt.

Reflection Questions

  • What specifically crowded out your time in Scripture during your season of drift?
  • Is there grief you have not yet allowed yourself to feel about that lost intimacy?
  • What would an honest, sustainable starting point look like for you today, rather than the intensity you once had?

Application Exercise

Identify the smallest, realistic amount of time you could commit to Scripture daily this week — even five minutes. Choose a fixed time of day for it rather than ’whenever I have a moment.’ Begin there, without comparing it to what your habit once looked like.

Closing Prayer

Lord, I have let the cares of life crowd out my time with You, and I grieve what that distance has cost me. Thank You that Your invitation to return carries no shame. I turn back to You now, starting exactly where I am. Amen.